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O_X Virgin Witsdomic Post
O_X =))
Sudden Uncertainty
O_X made a decision he doesn't know if it's correct. O_X cancelled most of his overseas appointments. O_X's main reason is to spend more time with =)). =)) once said that most of her friends say that when someone leaves for a country for a long time, usually when tt someone comes back, he/she will eventually break. Though O_X doesn't believe in that as O_X knows he loves =)) very much, he's still quite worried. Noone knows why he's worried, not even O_X. O_X doesn't want to take any chances. ~ =)).. maybe you will nv know how much I really love you ~ O_X has given much thought about this decision and will stick to it. All that's in O_X mind is just =)).
Sensitivity
O_X has been disturbed by the word - sensitivity, for quite sometime. O_X wants to be sensitive but not overly sensitive. O_X knows that a good bf needs to be sensitive too. Why? To be able to know or sense if people around him esp. =)) is feeling - sad, happy etc. But O_X doesn't want to be over sensitive. O_X is aware that =))'s majority of friends are guys. O_X has already accepted that fact. But sometimes O_X feels that =)) is rather popular with guys. Sometimes O_X feels uneasy. That uneasiness begins to boils jealousy. O_X has already made a BpErNoNmEiTsTe's to himself that he will not allow jealousy to control =)) actions. Lets say O_X ex is because of jealousy that made O_X sometimes feel very controlled. O_X doesn't want =)) to feel this way. O_X simply wants =)) to be free like a bird. Able to soar freely high above the clouds over the mountain and over the horizon. O_X knows that's what anyone wants. Noone likes to be controlled. O_X wonders is there a way to curb with O_X's sensitivity.
=))
I really really love you with all my heart. You are the one I would like to grow old with. You are the one anyone would want to have. I hope I'm not only someone who is lucky that crossed your path but someone who can make a different in your life. Everyday it's only you on my mind. Even when you're beside me, usually i feel worried too. Worried about one day you will have a change of heart. I'm very clear about my own feelings for you. Sometimes i wonder if there is a machine to scale how much someone loves another, i will be able to show you how much i love you. I can still remember one of your shout outs - "Love is not about who you can live with, but is about who you can't live without." I simply totally absolutely agree with that statement as even your absence in my basic life like a day without seeing you, I simply have no mood to do anything. I'm usually an emotional and sensitive person inside but not outside.
Dear.. when can we go star-gazing again? When can i hug you to slp again? When can i tuck you to bed again? When can i talk to you when you are slping again? When.. when... when...... Everyday being with you has been a heavenly gift from God. To me you're the most beautiful creation that God has ever made. I can ask nothing more except to be with you.
I love you, only you =))
O_X =))
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