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i don give a damn..
that's what is hanging from my handphone..
and that's my view towards the most recent issue i'm facing..
What's the problem with me and her being together..
Why do you have a problem with us while others don't..
I don't think that you got the right to say you're uneasy to go out with us even for a simple meal..
During the chalet..
Why don't you feel uneasy when you were upstairs with Viv and her bf while the rest of us are doing our best to bbq..
Wonder what kind of people gets a bath before bbq-ing..
Obviously.. these kind of people only bothers to eat..
So aren't they the one who are making the chalet their last chalet? Haha.. Justifiable?
You mean you don't feel uneasy? but you actually feel uneasy going out with us?
And wats the problem with us being together?
Why can't you live with the fact that we are together..
Is it affecting you needs and lifestyle?
Too bad if it's affecting..
You just simply got to accept it..
It's between me and her and i don't understand why it concerns you..
All in all i don't give a damn about how you think..
All i care is that i love her..
Our relationship will go on be it you die or live..
It wasn't us that avoided the both of you..
It was the both of you that avoided us..
You can simply take stuff with an open mind..
Everything would be fine..
Well at least now..
I'm much more happy without you..
I can practice freedom of speech and don't have to watch my own words..
I don't have to look and guess into your moods and thinking what to do next..
Cause it has been so difficult..
If there's a possibility that i can reduce my FYP team to 4..
I will not hessitate..
I don't care you see me as a good leader or what..
Anyway I was being sabo-ed to be the leader..
And it's not easy to be a leader with such teammates..
I also would not like to see my team being drag because of some uncooperative teammates..
if you feel being forced to do FYP..
then i rather you don't go..
you don't have to purposely walk infront of the facilitator to justify that you are in school for FYP..
cause at the end of the day..
I have to submit a report on all of you..
Please also don't think that the world needs you..
Or as if they are losing something important if they loose a friend like you..
Cause infact.. I sincerely don't think you have contributed much either..
Maybe it's also fated to quarrel. coz after you avoid us..
The reciever and transmitter waveform was successful..
How nice.. isn't it?
(A very unsatisfied Bennett)
(A ok-ok Bennett)
As for today..
We learnt about Maslow's Heirarchy of Needs..
The next moment i thought.. where would i put =)) in?
I want her or i need her?
I do need her than..
Maybe not Physiological Needs
Nor Safety Needs..
Most likely Belongingness and Love needs..
Well.. the heirarchy model isn't really true to all..Still i need her..
Otherwise you'll see a different Bennett..
When she goes Korea..
you'll see what I mean.. haha..
During this year's Lunar New Year,
I and =)) had our palm read by a machine..
It's was very accurate I would say..
There are 2 parts of the results I would like to highlight:
Part1
"You are a sensitive lover who is passionate but conservative. You do not reveal your true feelings, even to the extent of repressing yourself. This is definitely detrimental to your interest and often is the source of misunderstandings. In reality, you place great importance on your love life. You are faith ful and caring but jealousy may harm your relationship. this will in turn alter your feelings. You look forward to a comfortable family life and will therefore be very contented after getting married. An educated partner is a crucial factor for you. Love will bring you a peace of mind and great moral support. Should be more open with your feelings though."
Part2
"By the look of your personality, you are the type who wants only a few bosom friends. But because you are so helpful, you attract many friends who are reassured by your reliability and loyalty. You are as close to your friends as their parents. Not a social butterfly by nature, you, however, enjoy great popularity in your social circle and enjoying entertaining friends and colleagues at home."
There are actually many more parts but it's alittle too long and i feeling like sharing these points as for today.. For the rest.. maybe later..
I guess for Part1 I've really changed alot..
I've really trying my best to be more open with my feelings..
At least there's progress..
As for Part2..
I believe that a few bosom friends is good enough.
I don't mind loosing all of them..
But i really mind loosing =))..
Who knows.. may result in life or death.. (touch wood)..
I used to have this perspective..
"Life is about living and dying."
But now I've found purpose in life..
I've got an aim.. an aim for the future..
An aim for our future..
All in all..
I don't give a damn about how people view us..
whether they feel uneasy..
Or whether they feel we are not compatible..
Or whether our relationship affects their lifestyle..
Our relationship is about our love and has nothing to do with any other people..
Personally.. No words or actions will stop me from loving her..
Cause why should someone be refrain from loving another person..
So you can try and control the situation.. but you can never control me.
=))
O_X loves you
O_X =))
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