10:16 AM
Just submitted my FYP report.
Though I don't think it's a job well done..
at least 1 lesser burden..
Yesterday did not go smoothly..
Flunk my UT..
Hate to do it on paper while everyone was typing away..
Prefer typing to writing..
It's faster and easier to edit..
At least it's my perception..
After UT went out with =))..
Had an argument with her over a small article in the New Paper..
It didn't ended well..
2 of us had 2 different views..
Being the old stubborn me - cowlike behavior
I blew the little issue into a huge one..
After the matter subsided..
Fear filled my mind..
A fear of loosing not losing..
there's a difference..
I was disappointed with myself..
I cried secretly..
Managed to elude her senses..
Should have not been so argumentative..
I'm a guy.. I should be more gentle to people around me..
I did told her it'll not happen again.. yet it did happen again..
I won't blame her for saying that..
It was totally my fault..
I felt really lousy...
Went to many stalls at Vivo hope to get something for her..
NUM, Ripcurl, Pull&Bear etc.
9/10 shops no size.. or not available..
in the end bought her a ripcurl shirt and a pull&bear elmo shirt.
Had Carls Jr before i sent her home..
Went to Bedok Reservoir for a walk before heading home..
it's been a long time since i did that..
It was rather refreshing..
Hearing the crickets and frogs croaking away..
Feeling the breeze blowing at my face..
Reflecting what had happened yesterday...
Everything did not go well..
UT, relationshoip, shopping..
And I kept blaming the day - 17th May.,
blaming the UT, blaming the shops..
except myself..
Selfish and childish behavior..
But I realise it boils down to myself..
It's me that decides how the day goes..
It's what I do, what i say..
that decides how the day is being ran..
Reached home at abt 12..
I'm really happy to be with her..
God (to no specific one in particular)
Thanks for this wonderful partner you placed in my path..
The most beautiful creation to me..
Thank you..
This morning..
Woke up from a dramatic pillow slam on my head..
Thanks ah !!!
Well.. I deserved it..
It's 725am and i'm still home..
haha..
Thanks for the donut dear..
Later gonna go watch Blades of Glory..
Looking forward to it..
End here..
Love you always
O_X =))
O_X =))
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