11:26 AM
Alright..
The pain due to the fall is killing me..
Firstly it was running, walking and sitting alone..
that's hurting..
Now I can't sleep either..
Every time toss and turn..
I would wake up..
Woke up about 9-12 times last night..
Between 12am and 7:30am..
It seems much worser..
Than the previous 2 times I had the same fall..
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What do i really want now?
Been asking myself this question last night on the way home..
Been thinking hard last night when I couldn't sleep..
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Firstly..
I want to have a happy family..
Whereby joys are shared..
Troubles are solved together..
Although sometimes I feel I'm being judge unfairly..
or I feel they don't understand me enough..
Still they are placed in a secret compartment in my heart with =))..
I know Ive let them down a couple of times..
but till now..
I'm living under their roof..
Eating their food..
and supporting me..
I should also do my part as a son to know their troubles
and make myself flexible..
And not start to hate them as they don't follow my plans or insights..
or when they make me unhappy..
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Secondly..
I want to do well in my studies..
After my diploma and NS..
I hope to be able to enroll in a University..
Studying a degree either about psychology or marketing..
I wanna do this so that I can provide for my parents..
And my future family..
I wanna honour the both of these parties..
As they have given me their utmost support as I'm growing..
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Thirdly..
I want a happy and peaceful relationship with =))..
To start a family with her in future..
To see her progress through her career and her family..
And I want to make her feel proud..
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Last but not least..
I want to keep my promises.
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*I will cherish you
*Lets not end everything but make everything happen
O_X =))
O_X =))
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