11:55 PM
Been a long time since I blogged..
Nearly forgot the address..
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Well many things happened..
since I last blogged till now..
Negative things..
Positive things..
At least they make me realise many stuff..
Stuff that only surfaced when things go bad..
Am not going to elaborate on any of the (+) (-) things..
As I don't think I would like to make known..
Some things are better kept in the heart..
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Anyway during the course of my MIA-ing..
I thoroughly enjoyed myself with my dearest =))
All I can say she's someones that motivates me alot..
Now I can say I'm much more confident in myself
compared to a 3-month ago me..
She's given me a sense of security and belongingness..
I came to learn and realise that
there is someone who gives a damn about me..
Who doesn't mind my nonsense and crappiness..
Who cheers me up when I'm down..
Who laughs at me when I'm being stupid..
Who makes my drink so exotic
Who gives me toothpicks to eat my cup corn..
Who goes tanning or cycling with me on nearly every weekend..
Who shows me the meaning of warmth through love..
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Sometimes I feel bad when I get angry with her
whenever she angers me..
I'm simply afraid of losing her..
the slightest mistake and I'm really scared..
Now I'm afraid of is my birthday..
for the past few years..
Something will happen when my birthday approaches..
eg. quarrel with me dad, friend etc.
Maybe that's why I've never celebrated my bday for the past 5years +
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As for tml, gonna go to the clinic to collect my x-ray..
plus the clinic called saying the doctor wanna talk to me..
After that I hope I can have lunch before =)) goes to work..
I'm praying nothing will happen to her when she works..
It's one of my greatest worries..
At 430pm meeting my usual soccer buddies..
7pm TV time.. the Earthly concert..
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The next day..
Cycling with my classmates
- George, Michelle, Priscilla, Siying and my dearest =))..
It's gonna be fun !
expecting loads of laughter..
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I'm gg to help out in the IODA Opti Championship..
on Monday, Wed and Friday..
It's a major international competition..
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I wonder what's the doctor gonna say tml..
New news? Good news? Bad news?
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Dear..
I love you deeply..
very deeply
O_X =))
O_X =))
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