12:04 PM

Yesterday was our 5th month..
Had only the morning to be with her..
Wanted to make it alittle more special..
So sprinted down to Raffles City to get a bouquet of flowers..
Her favorite Mrs Fields cookies..
and her beloved Salmon Sashimi..
Initially wanted to get the sunflower..
but it doesn't seem really nice..
So in the end decided on the usual ones..
but this time it's both white and pink petals..
As I reached Raffles City kinda early..
The florist was just opening..
So I had to wait an hour for my bouquet to be done..
So took a boring stroll ard city hall..
Waiting excitingly to get the flowers..
and rush down to vivo to meet =))..
So had lunch with her..
Then proceeded to the roof for a nap..
I was feeling very tired..
after abt 1/2 an hr..
It was time to bid farewell to her..
She's gonna work..
It's kinda sad to see her walk down that flight of stairs..
awaiting the task that will hurt her wrist..
I miss her all over again..
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Initially had soccer at 5pm..
But was feeling unwell so headed home..
Popped a thermometer into my mouth..
39.3 degress Celcius..
Damn.. FEVER !!!
Popped 2 panadols and wanked into bed..
Hopping to get cured asap..
As i wanna go kayaking the next day..
Woke up perspiring like mad..
Can't sleep.. no appetite.. head feeling heavy..
and running a fever..
Hope the night of illness would be over soon..
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Seems not..
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Was unable to catch sufficient sleep last night..
Had a few nightmares which woke me up..
I hate fevers..
Had a long history of nightmares during naps whenever I had a fever..
So sec by sec I tried to catch some sleep last night..
How i wished she was here with me..
Woke up feeling a little better..
but stomachache came by..
and plagued my morning with the visit to the toilet..
Suddenly had the urge to puke..
So the kayaking deal with my classmates and =)) is off !!!
#%&*^%$%
dad found out I was sick..
did not allow me to go..
Thought of hiding away from him..
Too bad.. thanks to the vomit..
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So now I am here suffering alone in my bed..
Not knowing wat to do in the afternoon..
The wound on my knee opened up..
my wrist started to hurt again..
Afraid of catching nightmares..
at the same time feeling sleepy..
am bedridden..
And I missing her badly..
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She should be kayaking now I guess..
Hope nothing happens to her..
I need her
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O_X =))
O_X =))