9:18 PM

A hopeful day which ended on a negative note..
Was plagued with a swollen gum as soon as I woke up..
Can't talk properly..
Can't eat properly..
neither can I close my mouth comfortably..
It irritated the whole damn day..
But nevermind..
I was going to meet my dear =)) for lunch before she went to work..
Manage to withstand the agony the whole morning..
Lunch was great..
Macdonalds, Patrick and Pooh filled the morning..
After she went to work..
I left for Suntec for Comex'07..
Heaps of people as expected..
Sony had the biggest exhibit..
Covered the whole Level 3..
Saw my classmates..
Michelle, Hsi Yin, Marlene and a few fellow RP students..
Recieved a SMS from dear that she wasn't feeling well..
Opt her to ask her manager if she could leave early..
I wasn't sure if I should send her home..
As I promised my Dad that I would be home by 7pm for dinner..
But I want her to feel loved and cared for when she's sick..
I want to make her feel that there's someone beside her..
To see that her needs are cared for..
So that all the chores undone are being cared for..
To ensure her that she's not alone..
To let her know that I'm there for her..
Followed my heart..
So in the end got reprimanded by my Dad..
But I did not mind..
Made the decision..
collected my consequences..
Made my way back to Vivo..
With a worried feeling wondering how she's doing..
Intended to bring her to her family clinic..
in the end..
got shouted at..
haiz..
I don't know why I had to be shouted at..
Maybe I'm too dumb and stupid..
I was so worried sick..
I was happy that you could go home and rest..
Wanted to be there for you..
To care for you..
The moment you shouted..
I felt hurt..
The pain that plagued my mouth the whole day..
was nothing compared..
to the pain felt in my heart at that split second..
On the way to her house..
My Dad messaged me..
wth..
I'm already 22 and i feel treated like a 16yr old..
The whole day's issue made me very pissed..
pissed and sad..
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So that was my day..
A hopeful day which ended on a negative note..
I hope tomorrow will be better..
And even though the nxt whole week was worse..
I am confident a better day will come..
O_X =))
O_X =))