10:38 PM
People say singlehood rocks..
I say both of them doesn't rock..
People say singlehood rocks..
simply to find an excuse to..
shoo away from their problems..
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When I was about the break with my ex..
I too taught singlehood was great..
Free from problems..
And when I was single..
It felt great..
But all those greatness will come to an end..
when you start to like someone..
And when the feeling comes to a limit..
That you want be with her/him..
That's when you think singlehood sucks..
It's the feeling that you want to be with him/her but you can't..
So how ironic is it when people say..
"singlehood rocks"..
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So my cousin has a boyfriend..
He's from the Navy..
While she's a speech therapist..
and a councellor in KK Womens Hosp..
Sound like a nice couple huh!?
Well I think they are..
So had a long chat with that cousin a few hours ago..
Been pouring why I felt so lousy this weekend..
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So in conclusion..
I am going to be more flexible..
I got to admit..
I'm constantly reminded of my 1st gf..
the feeling of loosing her..
and maybe that's why..
I'm so concerned or..
maybe too concerned over the current one..
that she may feel suffocated..
She has always have a choice..
a choice of own freewill..
Maybe i was too demanding..
I had always wanted to be with her 24/7..
And whenever I am free..
I wouldn't mind finding her/ being with her..
rather I want to..
But I can't possibly make her as free as me..
she has her family and friends..
I have a family and friends..
but most of them just high-bye friends..
thus I am usually much more free..
I can't possibly be with her whenever I want to..
I got to give some thought about what she really wants..
maybe she wants to be with others on that day..
or do what she likes..
She's someone who is popular among people esp guys..
I have to live with that..
She does things unknowingly that makes other turn their heads..
whenever there's fun..
She forgets everything else..
Cousin told me..
It's never easy to fight jealousy..
as it goes down deep in the person's character..
Do what I do best..
And try not to control things not within my range..
And also to do it with a smile in the heart..
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And that's what I'm striving for..
I'm feeling all emo now..
And emo atmostphere but a determined heart..
I love her with all my heart..
Those lies.. those wrongdoings..
those tears.. those pain..
Were all forgiven..
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Was playing around with my Facebook account..
Designed my room..
I hope it'll be like this soon..
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