12:27 AM
Trust..
My trust first plunged..
when you told me you still loved him..
I managed to bring it back up..
You lied..
I still trusted..
People spreading rumours saying..
you with so-and-so blah blah blah in the presence of me..
I felt jealous..
Not once but many times..
but I still trusted..
I knew you're someone who really..
Takes into account what others thinks of you..
I just said some stuff that hope will get the message across..
And my trust was doubted..
My heart sank..
It's always me putting myself in your shoes..
Not that I've not tried..
I have..
I always try my best to..
but how about my shoes..
Many at times it's always about understanding you..
Little at times it's always about understanding me..
Attention is what you liked..
I gave all of mine..
I just hoped to have a little of yours..
maybe a little more..
Because you're someone impt to me..
Whatever you do is always right..
whatever I do that you don't seem right is always wrong..
Something goes wrong..
Regardless of whose fault..
I always feel guilty..
If this ends..
So will I meaning my life..
And I'm sure it doesn't make much of a difference..
Because I'm just another human..
everyone make use of..
Noone gives a farking damn about me..
I just hate myself for the way I am..
The character I have..
The actions I make..
and the thoughts I have..
O_X =))
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